Sitting in a corner of 51, i realise and i have no much to say, i've got to run this place alone. Thinking of it alone makes me wanna run away, but i know i cant. Sometimes i wish time will slow down, i need john. I need him to guide me like a mother feeding her baby. I don wanna screw this up and i clench my fist and pray i wont.
Guess i've overlooked tons of stuff, frens, family and my one true love.. I'm sorry but i've got no time to compensate like i used to. I seriously need some kind soul to rely on just incase i screw things up.
I thank God you've found me when i've made myself invisible:) Wants to go manado on my birthday. Follow by sipadan. Money issues, time issues. Have faith in me:)
7/10/2009 12:22:00 PM