We get to know more friends but each day
we get lonelier and lonelier. This is
the fact which not many get to realise it.
How many friends can always remember you
when they are out there having fun? How
many friends have been telling you that
they are busy and yet you find out they
can afford to spend time out with
others? How many friends can tell you
that they have to stay at home because
they are broke but you know they
continue to enjoy splendid meals or
celebration with others?
How busy can a person be that you never
deserve even a date for donkey years?
You treat them as great friends but they
probably treat you as a hi-bye friend or
simply someone who they can seek help
online for their convenience.
You keep quiet.
There are also friends who have braved
through thick and dirt with you for
years; until one day you realise they
have been treating you well, but not any
better than the rest. At times, you are
naively a replacement, or someone to
fill a position whenever needed; you
have to be sacrificed when necessary.
How do you have to feel when nobody
cares to ask for your comments? How do
you feel when your group of friends make
discussion only among themselves when
you are around? How do you feel when you
always try to say something yet nobody
seems to have heard you?
You remain silence.
You can easily identify friends who
think you are funny or simply mock at
things you say; you never know it can be
the difference of heaven and hell.
How about friends who know your stories
and can actually lend a hand to change
your life for the better, as simple as
letting out a yawn, yet choose to
abandon you? It would be better to keep
your secret to yourself if you don’t
have any buddy close enough to help you.
They always think you are ignorance or
everything or they don’t realise it
themselves; you can eventually feel it
one day. And this day, you realise you
have already given up on so many things
in order to maintain your lonely status.
Be alone.
9/28/2007 11:12:00 AM