Being a 20 over years old guy.. don eu think tat eu are so over sensitive.. i'm trying to avoid trouble.. and here eu are putting words into my mouth.. every glance of eu make me really pissed.. getting my frens into our conflict seriously wont affect me and of cuz wont make any darn good reason for accepting eu back as a fren.. eu can keep ur pride and save all the face of urs.. Eu are no better than me.. i can still play good and feel good without havin ur presence.. i don need ur help to know new people.. and i tink its becuz of eu tat alex isn't coming over to siloso anymore.. i don know wad others say.. i onli trust the things i hear and see.. and people do tell me not to even give a damn about eu.. talking about jia rong.. he even told me he don really know eu.. eu are juz acting in good terms wif him.. james.. its been long since i played wif him.. we only went for dinner after beaching.. wads there to be awkward.. ever since i get to know those xinmin players its been long since i ever played wif xuanting and leeyan.. and up till this day i'v not been talking things bout eu.. juz a mango juice will let me forget wad the things eu said bout me?? Maybe not.. i'll shall post out the things eu said..
it's been quite a while since you decided to ignore me. though you didn't tell me what angered you, but i heard a bit from the others. and i guess it's my fault.since then, i've been working hard on both my attitude and volleyball. i made-things-up with matthew too. but everytime i see you during weekends, it just saddens to me things end up this way from how we used to be.now our groups are getting interconnected, it's really awkward for us and our friends. you can ask li yan, xuan ting, te hao, james, gina, matt, jiarong, roger, etc. it's uncomfortable for them and i don't like it too. i agree that i don't deserve a damn from you after what i did, but it's not worth becoming enemies over. i just want you know how regretful i am, just make it up to you, to be able to say "Hi Mabel...".hope you understand it's not easy for me to put down my pride to write you this, but this is necessary. if you would allow the past to be left behind us, let me buy you a nice cold mango juice, and let us be on friendly terms again? >.<
7/19/2007 09:47:00 PM