Tuesday, October 03, 2006
Everything just went smoothly.. and i never thought such things will happen to me... it juz secretly entered my life... i guess it should my purpose for living happily through everyday... i have the feeling of looking forward to a particular thing... but i wonder wad is it... there is just this emptiness in my life... feeling dry and dead... i feel tat i am no longer myself... not becuz of anything else... but myself... until the day i know the truth will be the day i know wad i exactly wanted...but again.. i don wan the day to come... wad if the truth isn't the answer i wanted..? let nature takes its cause than... sorry pal.. but i don really wanna show you my attitude but you're pushing it too far.. i kept quiet doesn mean tat i'm ok wif it... i juz don wan anything bad to happen because of such stupid things... its not worth it...
sometimes i juz don understand how a childish guy like tat monkey will think and like try to grow up... being irritating isn't being cute to me...
SomeDayMyPrinceWillCome_________
10/03/2006 05:14:00 PM